Note: This is a two-part post. Make sure you read Part 2 also.
Soon after our marriage, my wife asked me why did I marry.
I said “For sex. And why did you marry?” She had intrigued me by that question, as if there could be other reasons for people to marry!
“For children”, she answered.
I was so shocked, I was speechless and looked at her in total disbelief.
Then I remembered once asking my 6-year-old niece whether she liked to be a pilot or a teacher, when she grew up. She said “I want to become mom”!
I didn’t understand her funny answer.
So I then asked her 3-year-old sister what SHE wanted to be.
She said “I want to become grandma”!
I burst into a laugh.
She thought since “mom” had been reserved by her older sister, she could only choose to become “grandma”!
Their mother, my brother’s wife was nearby, cooking food. I glanced at her but she only added to my confusion because she was not amused by her daughters’ strange answers.
My wife’s unexpected answer had explained my nieces’ strange answers and their mother’s strange lack of amusement so I knew she had told me an amazing truth.
I had quizzed my nieces as part of my studies of Artificial Intelligence, one of two tasks God gave me when I went to jail.
After a few more days, my wife again asked me a strange question. She asked me how frequently I liked to make love.
I said “At least 5 times a week. Why?” She again surprised me by her answer, “I’m more like once a month”! (The day she lays an egg.)
That really shocked & jolted. It worried me because we had just married and I was on fire.
Now let me tell you what women want. A lady won’t tell but I’m a guy so I will tell you honestly.
Women and men are not the same nor equal.
A girl dreams of becoming a mother since her childhood. That’s why she agrees to making love.
Moreover, women’s rule is FIRST LOVE THEN SEX. While a man’s rule is LOVE MEANS SEX AND SEX MEANS LOVE.
A woman says “NO LOVE, NO SEX”. A man thinks “NO SEX MEANS NO LOVE.”
Women are all daughters of God and all men are sons of the devil. So women do not want to be equal to us.
They are better.
God asked women to produce children and nurture them and they will give ANYTHING to become a mother.
But when God asked men to serve women so that they can produce children and nurture them, men rebelled.
Instead of serving their women, they tried to rule them. They are evil so they went further and became violent husbands.
God sent a deluge and killed every living thing. When Noah went to sleep inside his ark one night, God shut the door locked.
When Noah tried to get out in the morning, he couldn’t. He looked outside and saw that the stuck door had saved his life because there was strange rain outside. Soon, the ark was floating on water.
After the Deluge, Canaan saw Noah’s nakedness, his wife. That’s why Noah cursed Canaan and his likes who do not respect women.
God has put Cherubim to guard the way to the Tree of Life so that no man will eat from it and live forever. I used to call the Holy Spirit “Tree of Life” because its fruit was an eternal life.
God never withholds the Holy Spirit from women.
But if a man says he got the Holy Spirit, then he is either ignorant or a liar.
Later on, men did another mischief.
They tried to build the Tower of Babylon (an evil empire) and they thought of building a walled city to escape the consequences of their wars.
God confused their tongues and the First Reich was delayed until the Germans built it.
Men had started calling upon the name of the Lord, a violation of the Third Commandment that says “You shall not abuse the name of God your lord”.
Then the abuse of God’s name caused troubles to women and God decided that His spirit (women) shall not strive with men forever and He drastically reduced our life span to 120 years because she’s also flesh.
Now throughout history, God has been wrestling with us, men. Why so?
Because if I write with white ink on a white paper, you’ll not see anything.
And if I write with blue ink on a blue paper, you’ll again not see anything.
But if I write with one color on a paper of another color, then you shall see!
So we can’t see good nor evil. We can only learn if we have both good and evil, side-by-side. Hence, the necessity of devil and evil in the world.
God is not angry with the devil. It’s God who created him to be His opposite, and be a liar and a murderer so that we’ll learn good and evil.
God didn’t either forbid the Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil. It was just a building containing several laboratories and kitchens, staffed by devils.
I used to call it The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil because its fruit was to tell whether something was good (useful) or evil (harmful),
Kindly proceed to Part 2…
Moon Laboratories 
I read part 2 first, but I thought I should read this as well… it is easy to read, but leaves some questions, and I have a few objections.
The spirit of women isn’t the “Holy Spirit”, at least, not by my comprehension of the phrase. The “Holy Spirit” is the spirit of (whole) truth, as is explained in Isaiah.
The spirit that women have, can combine with various other spirits, and one type of combination is the “Goddess Priority” spirit which in the book of Jeremiah was called Asher, but I use the compound Asher-Wroth in some of my reflections since it was her freedom from the seven forms or levels of wrath which allowed Mary to understand further wisdoms of Jesus.
Jesus explained that a simple writing error created the concept of a female god, “The Father” was not really male, did not carry a gender. The male roles was just a metaphor for initiation, as the Sun “seeds” the Earth with energy continually, so also is truth and divine inspiration pouring towards us continually.
However, we can easily cut ourselves off from it, just as we can hide from the physical Sun… we can hold onto concepts based on antagonism and forget how to build, how to negotiate, and how to grow. We can create a cave of concepts, or “rigid formation”, which prevents us from accessing insights. We can perform our contracts and live up to imposed duties, at the expense of establishing a good reputation and agility of mind.
The “Goddess Priority” is a common drive: women are superior to men, even in divinity, and we have to adapt to that… but it is not a true drive. Women are superior in many capabilities, and men are superior in many other capabilities. More importantly, as an individual, relationships should be based not on a subservience but rather, on mutual respect and a continual awareness or agreement based on those individual relations.
In other words, those generalities… are not useful in how we live, they hold us back from getting to know the people we need to get to know. You may feel a tension, a desire, that the world is simple and makes sense, but it is not… it is complex at best, and complicated by liars, misunderstandings, and the pressures which rush us within society.
So you can find a woman who wants to dominate, and you can submit to that domination… you can admire a woman’s intuition and even rely on it, but it was not the intent of the writers of (most) scripture to make women, or anyone other than yourself, the conduit for the Spirit of Truth.
“The Kingdom of Heaven is within you”.
Not within another person, or within a relationship.
As you look at the world honestly, and remove “weeds” of superstition, the fertile brains within (CNS, PNS, ENS, etc.) the body and within the field of relationships (personal, professional, and so on) will all work together… if we discuss and reason truths based on evidence, with the goal to aspire to be better, then we will gain more comprehension and keep improving in intelligence, and so forth.
I am glad that you have found a great relationship, and that our emotions and spirits are high… but the meaning of the “Holy Spirit” (focusing on the characteristics of Jesus) is actually closer to the Scientific Method than it is to the Buddhist/Tantric concept of enlightenment via women, or the worship (in the sense of prioritizing over all other things) of women.
Women and men have equal potential to be intelligent, and to develop the virtues of honesty, and other virtues… however, it is generally know that by making preset positions for everyone, and getting people to fit into these positions, there will be no “awakening” of groups of humans who might challenge the status quo, so as long as men and women are set in conflict, and people seek to find solace in simplicity rather than develop the ability to work within the complexities of reality, the consumer-producer dynamic will continue, and there will be no progress towards greater applications of truth, which of course is guided by the “Spirit of Truth” which is the real Holy Spirit.
From a marketing perspective, pushing a consumer-oriented type of “empowerment” of women in all strata has boosted consumer spending, and created vast networks of resellers, e.g. network marketing tends to involve women more, and so on. This is good from a business point of view, but it is not the sign of a shift in global energies to correct inequalities or such like; nor is it seriously anything high-level or spiritual.
In a way, the Spirit of Truth is sort of boring an less dramatic to speak about… honesty is always accessible, and a gentle presence, more than the dramatic, powerful forces which a flesh-and-blood woman brings to an environment when enthusiastically engaged with anything.
So, my point is… women are wonderful, and deserve to be honored… but the sensual and sexual energy which comes from an intimate relationship is its own energy, its own vigor, its own blessing. Do not confuse this with the gentle divine drive towards the whole truth, which is what, ultimately drives us human beings to continue to grow, and have access to.
That is something which men, women, and especially children have intrinsic access to.
In fact, imposing an oversimplified view of the world on children, thus leading their minds to be confused or broken, is part of the great problems which we humans face today. Broken children become broken adults, and although we can function well as employees, consumers, producers, and directors of production, we won’t be able to live in harmony with the spirit of truth if we repeat common… misconceptions.
So, I agree with you about respecting women, and about their power. Please continue to do this, to admire and honor the women in your life. I do think they are ways in which women are superior, but fortunately, in my experience and also in just about every scripture, access to the true “spirit of truth” is there for everyone who puts aside the “clothes” of social roles and looks at the world honestly. It has nothing to do with gender and if anything has more to do with gentleness and patience.
And it is very easy to ignore this gentle “impulse” and instead focus on the momentum that we create by joining a rushing flow… until we find we have fun off the edge of a cliff and lost that important gem, aspiration, or insight, which we need to develop.
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Wow, that’s quite a comment.
There are things which I didn’t understand. I’ll make sure I keep an eye on your blog to fully understand you.
To answer your question, women all got Holy Spirit. That’s why God said My spirit shall not strive with men forever etc. We know His spirit doesn’t need to wrestle with us but it is poor women who have to put up with us. All women got God’s spirit and all men got Devil’s spirit. They now build laboratories and staff them, don’t they?
Moreover, I never married my soul mate, not yet. God married me to my brother, Hamid’s soul mate and He married Hamid to his elder brother, Zakir’s soul mate, who in turn, married his elder brother, Sajid’s soul mate. Poor Sajid never married (thank God!)
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You say that no prophet talked about women. They all talked about men receiving the Holy Spirit.
This is because the woman that God created from rib is not strange flesh. She is you. And you are her.
You are not two but one and the same person. But as Genesis says, no man will eat from the Tree of Life. Unless you find and mate with your soul mate, you’ll not receive the free gift of Holy Spirit.
Stop showing lust in strange flesh and ask God to lead you to your soul mate.
I was in Jeddah, Saudi Arabia and my Monia was in Fes, Morocco. But we met in Immouzzer, nearby Fes at Monia’s aunt. God led me to her.
She was with me in Eden and her name was Eve. We’ve come back to guide our children to Paradise and tell them our story.
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You say that no prophet talked about women. They all talked about men receiving the Holy Spirit.
This is because the woman that God created from your rib is not strange flesh. She is you. And you are her.
You are not two but one and the same person. But as Genesis says, no man will eat from the Tree of Life. Unless you find and mate with your soul mate, you’ll not receive the free gift of the Holy Spirit.
Stop showing lust in strange flesh and ask God to lead you to your soul mate.
I was in Jeddah, Saudi Arabia and my Monia was in Fes, Morocco. But we met in Immouzzer, nearby Fes at Monia’s aunt. God led me to her. Won’t He lead you as well? Isn’t that what God wants?
Monia was with me in Eden and her name was Eve. We’ve come back to this world to guide our children to Paradise and tell them our story.
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